YOUNG LOVE
- April 5 -
‘To have been given such an opportunity as this; the most intoxicating and exhilarating opportunity of my life, is something which seems to overwhelm my mind when I’m struck with the true enormity of how strong and true my feelings for you are.
To feel my love for you as such a physical presence, coursing through my veins as the most wonderful bi-product my heart is able to produce - the biggest high I will ever have the pleasure to experience.
When I realise that a whole year has come to pass with the constant comfort of your mind-soothing presence and constant, uncontrollable emissions of my love - the revelation is one of utter achievement yet not of suprise.
From initial contact with such a wonderful person who made all situations experienced with her experiences of such bliss, within my heart I was certain that this refreshingly unique individual would be the only person to ever effect my thoughts and emotions in this way. I was certain I wanted this person to be mine.
He curious description and revelations soothed a heart which, at the time, I was unaware of how empty it was.
The stimulation of my love for her as, and still is, only something she is capable of - a testament to my utter dependence of this individual.
It is undeniable that, as our relationship has grown, I have found my feelings for this girl change and be manipulated into how they stand today.
In the summer, ours was a shy and embarrassed love, a love of exploration; greed for the understanding of one another’s everyday subtleties.
Small sparks the source of our love, flirtatious and overly longing to show the other the feelings for them - methods of such displays uncertain and therefore unexplored.
A summer of mere excitement for the presence of the other.
Autumn brought with it a deepening of understanding of each other’s motives as we were able to see each other at school.
For me, the spark began to catch the timber when I was able to see such beauty as the body of Georgina Rose, wrapped, like a present in the most enticing of wrapping paper, within her school uniform.
Passionate would be the only adequate description for the winter which followed.
The long forgotten simple urges for each others behavioural explanations were overridden by urges of deeper understandings - both physically and mentally.
By this time your personality was something I was able to understand - well, begin to understand - yet never fail to by so amazed by and so attracted to.
Urges to please you and display how truly and deeply I was in love with you was something which could now be displayed oh so physically - yet oh so lovingly.
The spring has brought with it only deeper and deeper understanding and comfortability with one another as I’ve began to understand you both physically and mentally.
My only motive has been to please you Georgina Rose Stott, my love is so unquenchable and unquestionable.
Has it really been a year already. I feel like I’ve known you forever, but as if I’m still as excited by your presence - whether physically or in my mind - as I was in the early flourishes of my love for you.
There have been hardly any hurdles over the last year Georgie, so many changes in my feelings yet all so comfortable.
In my mind only two things ill ever be constant in our relationship, which is so exciting, and the only two things we need:
Our overwhelming attraction and love for one another is one thing I know will never cease to exist in our own little world where you are queen and I am king- something so true and pure can only ever be something utterly limitless.
The only other aspect of our love which I know will always be, is our enthusiasm for on another - I know that over the last year I have been assured of my love for you through my certainty that, if it made you happy, there is nothing I wouldn’t do for you.
Thank you for the last year Georgie, it has been the best of my life and all I can do is hope that you will always be there for me to enjoy the rest of my years with.
My love for you will never end - Our love will never end.
Happy anniversary darling.’
link- April 4 -
‘It’s just i really wish it didn’t happen and I was all nieve and stuff again. now i know something that i always kind of wanted to know but I really wish I didn’t know’
‘Same.’
link‘ I just haven’t felt so safe and myself in my life and i wish time could have paused and we didn’t even speak a word. And that how I feel and I hate you for making me feel like that but don’t apologize because its fine’
link‘It was the most intimate I have ever been with you or anyone really.’
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- July 20 -
can we run away together for abit and escape everything?
(Source: filmclock)
